Im Dezember 2022 wird bei Anja Werner* ein Hirntumor festgestellt. Der Krebs wächst sehr schnell und betrifft das Sprachzentrum ebenso wie das Bewegungszentrum im Gehirn der 43-jährigen Familienmutter. Weniger als zwei Monate Überlebenszeit lautet die Prognose. In dieser Situation schlägt Prof. Dr. Erdem Güresir, Direktor der Klinik für Neurochirurgie am Universitätsklinikum Leipzig (UKL), eine Wachoperation vor. Dabei erfolgt der hirnchirurgische Eingriff bei vollem Bewusstsein der Patientin. Anja Werner willigt ein. Mitte Februar 2023 kann sie frei davon erzählen – und ist voller Lebensmut.
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